silence...

hey, i'm still here. haven't posted in a long time.. about a month and a half. LOTS has happened... and I mean a LOT. But perhaps a lot had to happen to me for me to realize that there are still people around that care very deeply about me. i think i know who's real and who's not. i think i know what "caring" looks like -- just a matter of accepting it i think. i've made new friends, forged stronger relationships, and been reunited with people and friends from my past. :) so i think its all good.

i'm making a few big decisions in my life and thinking about taking a new path... i hope it leads to bigger and better things. you must be wondering what the heck i'm talking about, well, once i get things settled, it'll be the only thing i'll be talking about on here ;)