day i've-lost-count of hell

yes i'm still alive.
and yes i'm goddamn tired.

a part of me is screaming to just dump it all, yet the more rational part of me knows i just have to see it through. if only i had some support (ie. the Ops team should have been more proactive instead of hiding their head in the sand, and deal with the situation 2 weeks ago). instead everyone ran around wasting each other's time fighting and arguing for days -- no solution in sight.

it's funny how some people come running to me acting all nice to try and get on my side. what they don't know is that i can see right through it.

a word of advice to you-know-who-you-are: just do what's best for the client, the project, its team members, and the business, and everyone will be happy. don't bury your head in emails and paper trails -- life is dynamic, and so is this line of work. the key is being flexible and dynamic along with everyone else.