reflect...

one of my relatives passed away recently. it didn't really hit me until today. i cried off and on in the afternoon. i don't really understand why it hit me today. maybe the thought that my dad will be flying in this week and that the funeral is drawing near pushed me over the edge.

did a lot of thinking on the way home while listening to Il Divo :P but seriously, the news of GM's death really made me think about how little time we have. there are just so many things i want to do still -- travel and work in another country (again), swim with the dolphins in Japan (again), get married, have kids, finish my kimono studies... there's just so much i want to do -- and so little time to do it...